你没有忘记以前，对我依然还是那么信任，你不断向我解释，你不在乎这些，我很开心。
我原谅了你，因为没有什么事情是大不了的。
但不代表我会容许你伤害我第二次。

我知道，也很开心，你希望回到以前。
其实，说实话，我也很希望回到以前，继续做你想分享事情的那个人。
我也不想我们变成最熟悉的陌生人。
但是，可能暂时没有办法。
我希望你能坚持，
也希望你能谅解。

i think i can be a lyrics writer in future.

i can't play piano everytime after playing guitar. :( cos my left hand fingers will be damn pain.

super tired after going for 1 day of guitar practice yesterday. it has been a long long time since the last day i slept at 8pm.

i have the habit of putting in too much for guitar. from guitar syf to elections to closing ceremony...put in so much extra time than others and sacrificed my studies and piano:( but nvm..habits can be changed!:)

i want to go to teoheng/kbox again!!:) going singing with yanlin gives me a great sense of accomplishment, going singing with pris gives me a great sense of accomplishment too (as i always manage to influence her with my feelings and understanding for the lyrics!) and makes me laugh a lot!

piano exam is coming!

I have to have extra time for my dear guzheng too!

went kbox and shopping with rachel and pris today!:)

today's outing was so fun!

I love singing and piano so so so much!



我还是依然那么轻易相信人。
不是我不信任你，请你再给我多一点时间。你会发现我有多么珍惜你。
谢谢身边的朋友的提醒，那个总是乐观、没有烦恼的女生才是原来的我。
唯一不同的是，现在的我带着一道伤痕，但也变得更加成熟了。
是时候找回微笑了。

yay CTs are finally over! I didn't do well, even for the subjects i'm good at, but i did my best.

After spending the past 3 days on watching drama, shopping and packing up my house, i have to:

practise piano and prepare for my piano exam which is coming really soon!
practise guitar for e syf closing ceremony
do sth for pw
improve on my gp
most importantly, start on my csc lunwen proposal and lit review!

不要把别人的好都当成是理所当然的。

也就是这样，所以我很感激。要不是获得sap奖学金，我和rachel也应该不会像现在一样那么close，也不可能会认识priscilla. 所以不管再辛苦，也不会后悔拿了这个奖学金。

也许对很多人来说，现在利益才是最重要的。可是，有一天你会发现，你所获得就算再重要，如果没有一个真心的朋友和你分享，都是没有意义的。

而我，除了懂得要真诚对待他人，其他的什么都不会，还有很多要学习的。

有些事情要经历了 才能够真正的成长。

我要学着自己面对。


之所以能看到萤火虫的美，是因为有黑暗的存在。
所有不好的事情都会过去的。

met up with siewting, rachel, xinyan, pam and lizard on fri night for dinner and xinyan's birthday celebration!

we ate a lot, talked a lot, walked a lot and took many pic! just signed up for facebook cos siewting's going to upload the photos there.

I missed xinyan so much. I think the last time we met was last yr's nov holidays or june holidays? really enjoyed talking to her. though we seldom see and talk to each other nowadays, somehow we just know that we'll be friends for life and we'll always understand each other.

when shuyi hilda and i met up for pw, hilda said that her best times in dhs was probably her times in 2I, mine too! I think most of my closed friends now are those whom i know in 2I, and though we're no longer in the same class now, I just know that they will be my friends for life, the ones whom i will always confide in, who will understand me, support me and stand by me no matter what. I'm really, really grateful to have them in my life. many many things have happened for the past 1 month, and i'm really grateful to have rachel, pris, jiajia and others. what i learned from my long conversation with jiajia that night, i'll always rem them, and what ka woon said "what doesn't defeat you makes you even stronger."

many ppl asked me to clarify instead of apologising. but i think ppl who truly understand me will understand and time can prove everything, including what kind of person i am. but i'll still explain if you approach me, cos at least this shows that you still care and trust me. yup=)

I love my 2 cousins SO MUCH! i'm spending a lot of time with them everyday.

Dear all,

I sincerely apologise for what i have said in my previous posts. What you have inferred and understood from my previous posts may not be what my text intended, what i truly meant. As I've chosen not to post about certain things, you might have misunderstood the reasons why I said certain things and why i had felt that way. I'm truly sorry for the misunderstandings and the hurt that has been caused to anyone. I will continue to do my very best for guitar, definitely. If there's anything you would like to clarify, please approach me personally. Thank you.